i glimpsed a bat with butterfly wings...

wanna disco? wanna see me disco?

2005-07-19T16:03:00.000-05:00

Down with Xanga...Jenny and I were talking about how much we hated it and it turns into this idea to destroy Xanga somehow.Teehee, we might even make shirts.Anyone else hate it like we do?

2005-06-19T16:38:00.000-05:00

I'm not exactly sure what to do for my birthday...it's in 4 days. Cristina couldn't visit and she's really the only friend that I wanted to hang out with because I'm not doing too well with the friends I've got right now and a lot of the ones that I have now aren't exactly the kind who'd hang out with me...kind of like if I'm there, I'm there but I don't really have any effect but I'm good for

2005-06-18T15:18:00.000-05:00

Wow, it has been quite a while since I've updated. It's summer, and I'm bored so I decided to update here just because. I read a few of my entries here and realized that I've changed a lot as a person. (In a good way.) I'm kind of proud of myself for changing out of the pathetic person that I was.Anyway...Here are my other journal in order of appreciation.woohu

2004-08-24T16:49:00.000-05:00

Hey there everyone... [feeling] tired [song] library music new life brings new journal... hehe.. leave a comment there ^_^ -kitten

2004-01-07T16:43:00.000-06:00

And Jean's back only to probably return next month... [feeling] exhausted (I walked in the cold with a heavy backpack) [song] RHCP - Breaking The Girl Hey people... Happy belated new year. Mines going bad in a way, but good in another way. Ooh guess what. Sam (guy friend in speech) told me that... MOTH HAS A NEW CD COMING OUT THIS SATURDAY That's weird, just coming out of nowhere. Yeah well

2003-12-18T16:36:00.000-06:00

"What the fxck is wrong with me?" [feeling] like i messed up [song] Eisley - Sea King Today wasn't all bad. But I messed up, I'm so stupid and I wish I didn't feel this way... I know I don't know whether he hates me or not but it sure felt that way when I got outside and he avoided me. Fxck it. And now some people already knew what I was afraid to say and I guess it doesn't matter anymore and I

2003-12-15T16:40:00.000-06:00

"I know you all miss me..." [/end sarcasm] [feeling] loved *blush* [song] Eisley - Memories I'm here okay?? I know I haven't really given a good update but that's because it's a hassle to update this site. I've been regularly updating my new site but I don't know if I want to give y'all the URL... I've written a lot of embarassingly honest thoughts in there. This site isn't exactly closing... I

2003-12-04T16:24:00.000-06:00

"I'm the cause of all my problems." [feeling]tired and stupid [song] "Stinkfist" by Tool Hey people. I really don't know what to say. I'm just updating for the heck of it. Nothing much happened today. Laters.

2003-12-03T16:41:00.000-06:00

"My oldest brother is the oldest!!" [feeling] quite okay, sorta I guess [song] "Your Girlfriends" by Damone Hey people. The quote fot today is an inside joke between me and my best friend. (Isel) Know what made me shocked today? Okay okay, I'm walking to the library after school and I see these little 7 year old kids fighting. I just couldn't believe what I heard. They were fighting about

2003-12-02T16:41:00.000-06:00

"I hate my life." [feeling] like a failure [song] "Concealer" by Thursday I'll update someday.

2003-11-25T15:52:00.000-06:00

"Haha, I have no school for the rest of the week!" [feeling] okay [song] "We've Been Had" by the Walkmen Hey people... I'm so okay today! =P Yeah, I'm okay for these reasons: 1. No school for the rest of the week. 2. I kinda understand chemistry now. 3. Hugs, simple as that. ^_^ 4. I get more time to update the site since I had early dismissal today. *grins* Yeah, today was also kinda weird.

2003-11-24T16:42:00.000-06:00

"Hugs make Jean a happy girl." [feeling] kinda loved =P [song] "Meant To Live" by Switchfoot Hah, I bet you all are stunned that I feel loved. Well, get ready to find out it's not exactly what it seems... I think. Blah, okay I got a lot of hugs today and hugs make me happy. Hmm... so how many did I get? I got 5 hugs from 3 people. I'm sure that the people don't really care but it's kinda

2003-11-20T17:09:00.000-06:00

"I still hate chemistry class." [feeling] down [song] "Worms Of The Earth" by Finch Gee whiz, I haven't updated in a week. Um, well as you can tell, nothing much has changed on my opinion about chemistry. Look, I wouldn't hate it if I knew how to work the frickin problems out. Anyways, I need to ask something: What's up with Nerak's (prolly Karen spelled backwards) comment? Blah, I don't care

2003-11-13T16:47:00.000-06:00

"I hate chemistry class." [feeling] academically stupid [song] "NYC" by Interpol Hey people... As you can tell, I hate chemistry. I don't get how to do anything and it's killing me... You know what I mean. Anyways I couldn't finish yesterday's post so I'll kinda inform you on it. I think I'm cursed.. Really, I do. Let's just say this; I have a friend who is so darn lucky and he or she thinks he

2003-11-12T16:42:00.000-06:00

"Ouch..." [feeling] like crying [song] "Don't Know When But A Day Is Gonna Come" by Bright Eyes Hi... I'm not feeling too great right now... I don't exactly wanna say anything too specific because people will find out. I g2g, my mom told me to leave. Fxck life, by the way.

2003-11-11T16:41:00.000-06:00

"I have to carry 3 frickin books" [feeling] undecided [song] "I'm Just A Girl" by No Doubt Hey people. I have a few updates saved on disk but I forgot to bring them here today. Uh, I just wanted to make an update, that's all. I don't know what to say right now other than I kinda don't like my schedule. Well, I have to go home now... Bye. [later @ 4:46pm] I have a new e-mail address, it's

2003-11-05T16:40:00.000-06:00

"I'm not taking any exams tommorow!" [feeling] relieved [song] "We Are The Champions" by Queen Hello people. I'm glad that I'm not taking any exams tommorow. (The only classes I have tommorow are Interior Design which I already presented my ugly yet okay design project, and Chemistry which Iam exempting.) Anyways, I think for the lunchtime concerts at school, I'm going to a song that I composed

2003-11-04T16:58:00.000-06:00

"I'm baack!" [feeling] tired [song] "I Believe In A Thing Called Love" by The Darkness Okay, don't think that you missed reading the two posts below because I didn't publish them here until today. I'm really tired right now because I just walked here from school. (I'm at the library.) I really wish I had something to say, but I don't think I do. Oh wait, I do have something to say. MY PARENTS

2003-10-31T16:52:00.000-06:00

Happy Halloween everyone Here's the Friday Five: 1. What was your first Halloween costume? I was a little bumblebee... =D 2. What was your best costume and why? I don't think I've ever had a good costume... I dressed up as Wednesday Adam today and some people actually thought it was pretty cool. 3. Did you ever play a trick on someone who didn't give you a treat? Nope, I'm cool like that. 4. Do

2003-10-29T16:51:00.000-06:00

Hi people. This time I'll give you an actual update. Hmm, what do I think of life as of now? It still fxcking sucks. Maybe I didn't think it was so bad a few days ago, but today I just don't know what happened. (Seriously, Isel knows that I was completely fine for most of today.) After 5th period, I just wanted to cry. I know I know, I prolly say that a lot, but I can't help it. Argh, I can't

2003-10-26T14:48:00.000-06:00

Hey people. Yeah I know I haven't updated in a long while. It's called AOL restrictions restrict me from using Blogger/my mom doesn't know her password anymore. =( Idk what to say, but I just wanted to make sure that I updated and stuff. Maybe I'll update again someday... L8ers

2003-10-19T18:13:00.000-05:00

Hey people. I'm tired and should be doing homework right now. I'm alright as of now since I had pizza for lunch. =) Oh yeah, one of my online friends wrote this for me: I've met a girl her name is Jean She likes squirrels and other things. Even if i just met her yesterday, I feel that i've known her for a decade. She's cool okay? So don't you dare treat her like a maid. She says she ain't cute

2003-10-17T21:58:00.000-05:00

Hi people. My legs really hurt right now so I'm very glad to be sitting now. Today was kinda weird... I seemed to be getting a lot of positive compliments today. Since Iam human, I'm gonna show off what I heard today about moi: "Your outfit is cute today." "She's my 'cool' friend." "Your hair looks so cute." Yeah ok... Um, more weirdness of today was that I felt like crying during 1st period (

2003-10-16T19:28:00.000-05:00

Yeah, I know it's been 5 days since I've updated. I would've updated yesterday, but my dad came home so I had to sign off. =\ This week went by pretty fast. Anyways, I went to State Fair last Monday. It was cool. =) Oh yeah, here's my "Handwriting Analysis" from ChannelOne.com: -Life is in the details and you're good at keeping an eye on all of them. -Whether or not you like them, you are

2003-10-11T18:46:00.000-05:00

Hi people. My sister is annoying the frickin heck outta me because she's singing stupid renditions of American traditional songs. She changes the lyrics so that the songs are about cake, apples, various things like that. Um yeah, I don't really know what to say, I just wanted to post for the sheer satisfaction of my trying to post daily. (And I had to put yesterday's post here as well.) Oh yeah,

2003-10-10T18:30:00.000-05:00

I'm so glad that it's finally Friday. Another plus is that I have Monday off for Columbus day. =) I really wanted to write more yesterday but I had to leave or something. Honestly, that was the first time in a long time that I've had so much fun and was happy the whole time. (Being in the Homecoming Parade) I wish I could live it again or something. I know I know, I don't exactly have or want to

2003-10-09T22:18:00.000-05:00

Know what? The Homecoming Parade was actually pretty rad. I had such a good time, especially since our float had a drum set. (Yeah, I know it doesn't really have anything to do with guitar, but it was cool) We were just singing and screaming and laughing. I was gonna go on the Sophmore Council float with Isel and Jordan, but I kinda had to stay on the Guitar Club float. I just can't believe how

2003-10-08T20:01:00.000-05:00

Hey there people. MY modem is fixed now, I'm finally updating here at home... Guess what? Since stupid AOL "state of the art" restrictions blocks Blogger and my site, I have to update on my mom's name. =\ Not cool. I have to be in the Homecoming parade tommorow, for Guitar Club.. As if I have any school spirit. Oh well, it'll be fun hopefully. I got this forward from my friend... I don't know if

2003-10-06T16:59:00.000-05:00

Err... Looks like I got the computer without AOL Instant Messenger again. That's just messed up. Eh, then I won't be talking to Rob today... unless I find another computer later on. Ok... let's see. I got my hair layered yesterday. I don't really like it too much, but most everyone (who noticed it) said that it looked pretty cool/good/etc. Ok, how do I feel right now? I feel really pathetic right

2003-10-04T14:52:00.000-05:00

Hey there! I feel A-OK partner! (The only reason I sound ok is because the computer I'm on today lets me use AOL Instant Messenger.. heh) I guess I'm ok (also) because I slept a little over 8 hours. =) Um, yeah. I'll write later. [later @ 2:59pm] Oops, I forgot the Friday-Five: 1. What vehicle do you drive? I can't drive. 2. How long have you had it? *sighs* I answered that. 3. What is the

2003-10-02T16:19:00.000-05:00

Argh... I'm so tired... The IB retreat was ok. (and very boring) Blah, that's all I'll do today maybe. [later @ 5:01pm] It's been a while; I've switched computers 3 times trying to find one that can run AIM Express and guess what..? NONE OF THEM CAN FXCKIN RUN THE DXMN PROGRAM. This day totally sucked. First, I go to an IB retreat that was really boring, then I wait in line for a report card

2003-09-30T18:22:00.000-05:00

Hi people. I smell like permanent marker. It's because I went to help with the homecoming decorations after the NJHS meeting. Yeah, I know... Jean is actually helping out the school by working on homecoming decorations. Hmm... How do I feel? I feel so stupid. The same thing happens to me everytime: 1- I like a guy 2- I think he likes me 3- God shows he doesn't like me by making me somehow see

2003-09-29T17:07:00.000-05:00

Hi people. I feel like passing out. I almost ran 2 miles (8 laps) but I think I ran 6 or 7 laps. Blah, my aerobics teacher was actually worried about me. I'm guessing it's because when I told her I wanted to stop running I immediately fell over. Uhh... I don't know what to say, so I'll be off now. l8ers PS: What do you peoples think about the new graphic..?

2003-09-25T16:39:00.000-05:00

Hey hey everybody... I'm so glad that tommorow's Friday. *smiles, for once* Know what? I was actually sorta "happy" today. My average didn't drop down that badly... It's a 75 even with the 50 I got on the test. (I re-did it today so my grade should be a little higher.) Speaking of tests, I really should study for the 6 weeks chemistry test sometime. I need to have at least a "B" in all of my

2003-09-24T16:35:00.000-05:00

Hi, I feel so pathetic today... (physically and emotionally) It's just that, I thought one of my friends was mad at me today (it got so bad that I wanted to cry during 2nd and 3rd period), then I think I failed the Chemistry test, then I forgot to study for the vocabulary test, and a whole lot more. I'm just really glad that it's almost the end of the week. I guess I'm sorta happy, my average in

2003-09-23T17:07:00.000-05:00

Hey people. I'm even more extremely tired right now. I just got back from Schlotskys (yeah I know it's most likely spelled wrong.) and I'm full. I'm so glad that I know how to do electron configuration now. =) I'm now a candidate for National Honor Society too. (Yippee =P) Uhh... Guess what I got on the Book 4 test? A 35. Luckily, my average is an 83. Anyways, I'm bored. When my computer's modem

2003-09-22T17:28:00.000-05:00

Hi. I'm extremely tired right now thanks to Aerobics. Yes, I know it's my fault because I'm not very active or sporty. I don't care Um, chemistry class was pretty cool today. WE GOT TO BURN THINGS!!! Hah, well, we burned certain elements on wooden splints. It was so funny when Joel had to light the burner and Jeremy had it on pretty high. TEE-frickin-HEE. Anyways, I'm quite sure I failed the Book

2003-09-20T15:32:00.000-05:00

Hey there peoples. I'm gonna try updating here at the library again. First up, the Friday Five. 1. Who is your favorite singer/musician? Why? Hmm, I have a lot of favorites... Right now I'm really into the band Eisley because their music is so beatiful, it has a mysterious fantasy sound to it. 2. What one singer/musician can you not stand? Why? Anyone who pretends to be something they're not. (

2003-09-18T20:39:00.000-05:00

Argh... I'm baack... My internet messed up so that's why I haven't been able to update l8ly. Sorry. I'm at the library right now. Just got back from a PTA Meeting at my sister's school. It was boring. Uhh... Jordan told me today a few people from my school went on my site and said it rocked... *waves hello at Casey, Kevin, and Jordan* Heh, I'm so frickin stressed right now. =\ Well, since people

2003-09-04T17:41:00.000-05:00

I'll try to make this post longer... Uhh, I'm really bored. Today was ok, since classes were cut short due to a pep rally. Yeah I know, I get awkward at pep rallies, but it sure beats the heck out of learning... lol. Anyways, I'm just really glad that tommorow is Friday. =) Err... I have that drum solo from the pep rally stuck in my head, but it's really not a bad song. In fact, I actually like

2003-09-03T20:40:00.000-05:00

Hey peoples. I'm doing really bad in school right now, especially in French and Chemistry. =( I'm such a bad person.

2003-09-01T18:03:00.000-05:00

Hey people, I have to update fast because I'm supposed to be doing homework right now. I'm glad that we had today off, surprisingly I woke up pretty early today. Nothin much happened today. Well, I guess I'll go then. L8ers =P

2003-08-30T19:49:00.000-05:00

It's raining, it's pouring, the day wasn't boring... Hey people... I love it when it rains, usually. I'm kinda happy today I guess, since I bought stuff (a shirt and boots =P) and it's raining. Hmm... I don't know what to write about today, since nothing really happened. Oh yeah, I finally rented THPS4! =D Well, I g2g now, l8ers!

2003-08-29T17:53:00.000-05:00

First up, the Friday-Five: 1. Are you going to school this year? Hmm... That's the place where you learn, right? (Yes Iam going to school.) 2. If yes, where are you going (high school, college, etc.)? If no, when did you graduate? High school. 3. What are/were your favorite school subjects? If they mean this year, I pick Interior Designing, P.E. Aerobics, and English. If they mean last year,

2003-08-28T19:08:00.000-05:00

Argh... Life leave me alone!!! *curses at ceiling* Me is tired... Yeah, I can't wait for it to be Friday tommorow!!! Heh, my friend Alix and I had a very intellectual conversation in G/T english: Alix: *looks up* What? Me: *looks up* Huh? Alix: I don't know. Me: I don't know eiether...? *Both laugh simultaneously* Haha, I have no idea how it happened. Lol, it was so funny though! We were just

2003-08-27T19:04:00.000-05:00

Ok, I would've posted yesterday but I didn't because... My house lost electricity for four hours thanks to a very bad storm. It sucked because I had to call or IM some people in my group for an English project. Blah, I ended up looking pretty bad anyways. (especially since I spilled Skittles all over the floor before class started... eep.) The blackout also sucked coz I was busy talking with Rob

2003-08-25T18:12:00.000-05:00

I'm ok... Well, not really... Hey hey peoples. I got 9.0 and it's pretty cool I guess. Uh yeah, I just wanted to say that. I gotta do homework, l8ers.

2003-08-24T20:10:00.000-05:00

I don't know why. I just feel like crying. No, I don't feel too bad, not too happy eiether. It's strange. I stand up to take a break from organizing school stuff for tommorow, and I get all emotional and stuff... Anyways, I just wanted to say that I guess. Right now I'm downloading AOL 9.0 and I can't wait. I'm gonna go finish homework now. L8ers.

2003-08-23T19:50:00.000-05:00

Happy Saturday everybody... =P Hey hey. I'm really bored right now. When I said that Joe was ignoring me, I was right. I tried talking to him today, but he didn't reply. It was prolly because his parents were around or something. Then when I tried talking to him after a few hours, I'm pretty sure he blocked me. I'll try not to let that bother me, but it'll take a while.. He was really cool to

2003-08-22T18:05:00.000-05:00

T-G-I-fxckin-F!!! The Friday Five: 1. When was the last time you laughed? While watching CFCT/CPCT tapes and Jackass recordings. 2. Who was the last person you had an argument with? My dad. 3. Who was the last person you emailed? Uhh... Rob I guess? (Or Jordan, idk) 4. When was the last time you bathed? This morning. 5. What was the last thing you ate? Gardetto's Original Recipe Snack Mix (

2003-08-21T20:24:00.000-05:00

Hi, I'm all tuckered out right now. I'm surprised I had enough energy to get to G/T English today. Oh yeah, you don't know the cause. <<<--R-E-W-I-N-D! Ok, I'm tired because I had to do a few heart rate tests today and I wasn't wearing my comfortable shoes (my black chucks... I knew I should've worn my Vans West-Ends... =P) Blah, I'll sleep it off. It's kinda pathetic, that I got tired just

2003-08-20T17:24:00.000-05:00

Hi people... I had a lot to write about, but now I'm too tired. Blah... I'll write l8er. [later 8:12 pm] Hi again. I'm so bored. Crap, I had something to say... Can't remember. Oh yeah, I'm watchin Vert Best Trick on the X-Games right now and [Jake] Brown is going to attempt to do a Tailgrab 900. Wonder how that's gonna go? Anyways, I think I'm finally growing up. How, you ask? Well, I used to

2003-08-18T18:28:00.000-05:00

Aah, the first day of school... To describe it would be uh... Confusing, tiring, depressing, a relief (in a way), blah, you get it? When I got to my homeroom (the weight room, yippee.) I didn't know anybody enough to talk to them. So what did I do? I played my part as the loner and read away from everyone else who seemed to know each other. 1st period was kinda cool since Isel and Jordan were

2003-08-15T17:11:00.000-05:00

It's Friday, so I guess I'll do the Friday-Five! 1. How much time do you spend online each day? Unfortunetly, only 5 hours a day unless I go on my sister's s/n. =P 2. What is your browser homepage set to? Nothing... I think. 3. Do you use any instant messaging programs? If so, which one(s)? Yeah, the one that comes w/ the AOL service. 4. Where was your first webpage located? uJournal.org 5. How

2003-08-13T20:26:00.000-05:00

Hello... I'm bored. I didn't do much today. My sis and I played some Eisley songs (me: guitar/her: keyboard) from their "Laughing City" EP. Actually, we played all 5 songs. =P I dunno what to say. School starts in 5 days and I'm not even done with book one of "The Once and Future King". (Not done with the history homework eiether... =P Well, I'll write l8er if anything cool happens. [later @ 8:

2003-08-12T17:33:00.000-05:00

bored+procrastinator=me Hi, I really shouldn't update because I have nothing to say, but I'll try my best to think up something. Uhh, well, I kinda recently updated my other "blog", Jean's Quiz Results. I doubt I can update again because AOL blocked Quizilla from me again. =( Lol, it's ok, I'VE GOT INSTANT MESSENGER ANYWAY. (But I've still got that 5 hours from 9am-10pm time limit. Boo...) Blah,

2003-08-11T13:44:00.000-05:00

Hey hey people. I went to Brad & Matt's (my cousins) house yesterday. It was pretty cool. We went swimming. Know what? I'm glad I don't live within their school district. Know why? They banned wearing all black. Those of you who know me know that I'd go frickin crazy if I had to abide by those stupid dress code rules. It's so messed up, yaay I don't go there!!! =P Anyways, I'll write l8ers!

2003-08-09T21:46:00.000-05:00

I went to the mall today. It was ok. (This is a poem that's very gay! =P It RhYmEzZz!) I bought four pins (Metallica Square Pin, AFI, Kiss Me I'm sXe, and a Not A Phase pin... like you care) and a black fake leather wristband with stars on it. (It's pretty =P) Well, idk what to say... OH I COMPLETELY FORGOT, I CAN INSTANT MESSAGE NOW!!! (On my NiCKy201 s/n) I maturely (thought scared inside

2003-08-06T17:31:00.000-05:00

Hi peoples..! I went to THS and Apple Orthodontix. I didn't see a lot of my friends at THS, I just saw Jordan, Ryan, Sean, Chris, Jamie, and Richard.. haha very funny. =P Anyways, I got my ID picture and it surprisingly looks ok. Here's my schedule: Trimester 1: 1- IB French 2 2- Interior Design 3- IB Chemistry 4- PE Aerobics 5- GT English Trimester 2: 1- IB Algebra 2 2- Keyboarding 3- Speech 4

2003-08-05T20:41:00.000-05:00

I went to the mall today. Going to the mall gives me many mixed emotions. I feel happy to be out of the house and get a chance to buy stuff. Then I feel mad when I pass by the skatepark because I've always wanted to learn how to skateboard but my dad wouldn't let me. Then I feel alone when I see all of the couples with their arms around each other. Sure, being single is cool and all but having a

2003-08-03T20:59:00.000-05:00

blahBLAHblah. Today sucked. I didn't really do anything today except go to church. Oh yeah, I'm pretty sure my dad hates me now by the way. Anyways, I'll write about something else. Uhhhh.... "THE LEAVING SONG PT. II" BY A.F.I. IS FRICKIN AWESOME!!!! Everytime I hear that song I get an adrenaline rush sorta feeling, lol. Same thing with "Going Under" by Evanescence, I get all happy and stuff. =)

2003-08-02T19:52:00.000-05:00

Hi peoples. I went shopping today. I bought stuff. -olive green jeans (oowee, it RhYmEzZz!!!) -a red Shirt w/ a dragon on it (i love that shirt) -a black sleeveless shirt that says "Rebel" =P -a gray shirt w/ tinkerbell on it (i won't grow up, i'll never grow up) -black jelly bracelets -low-top black chucks Blah... I could've bought other stuff, but I didn't because my prediction of my parents

2003-08-01T21:40:00.000-05:00

It's Friday!!!! Yeah. Here's the Friday Five: 1. What time do you wake up on weekday mornings? It varies, usually 9:15am-10:00am. 2. Do you sleep in on the weekends? How late? Yeah, usually 1:00am. 3. Aside from waking up, what is the first thing you do in the morning? I just stay in bed and think for a while, then I eat breakfast sometimes. 4. How long does it take to get ready for your day?

2003-07-30T18:50:00.000-05:00

Hellooooooo peeeeeople. My dad's at work today and... I feel free! To waste! Away! Alone. Lol, that was a little ditty by Bright Eyes.. =P Well, sorta, the last part-ish. Anyways, there's a lot happening this month pour moi: 8/1-8/2: Tax-Free Shopping Day. (If I'm lucky, I'll find something..) 8/6: Get my ID from THS. 8/9: Ortho. Appt. 8/14: THS Meeting. 8/16: X-GAMES!!!! =P 8/18: 1st Day of

2003-07-29T21:46:00.000-05:00

"A Day In The Life of Jean" Woke up. Ate quesadillas for breakfast. Watched TV. Went to a Chinese restaurant for lunch. Went to the mall. 1st time dad let me and Sam go by ourselves. Looked for clothes. Saw Chris Perez. Thought it was cool. Felt funny. Thought about getting new glasses. Wanted to buy a star choker and some bracelets. Didn't buy anything. Got thirsty. Went home. Thought about IB

2003-07-28T21:03:00.000-05:00

Hi. I'm bored and lazy right now. I didn't go anywhere today. (Typical) I finally answered a few e-mails and guess what? I don't know. I ate, read quite a bit, played guitar, watched videos (mostly music videos and skateboarding comps.), and realized I have'nt really talked to any of my friends, both online and real-life. I changed my AOL theme and icon. IT'S METALLICA!!! (good thing or bad thing

2003-07-27T21:12:00.000-05:00

Hi... Obviously I've been pretty lazy about updating my blog. I finally started my IB homework, I doubt I'll get it done by the time school starts. I've just been really stressed lately, I apologize for the fact that I haven't really answered anyone's e-mails, I'm sorry!!! =( Anyways, my s/n PnaiDragon4ever is pretty much gone now. I don't know how I'll be able to IM since my dad kinda blocked it

2003-07-19T19:40:00.000-05:00

Heyy. Today was kinda good and kinda bad. Ok, it was more bad than good. My dad got pissed at me for not waking up early today. Sure, you'd think it's not so bad, try being me when I get in trouble. No, I didn't get abused or whatever if that's what you're thinking. Idk what to say, I'm not really in the mood right now anyways, so l8ers. [later @ 8:17pm] The Friday-Five: 1. When was the last

2003-07-16T18:25:00.000-05:00

Hello all. I checked my e-mail and had no idea that I'd end up with 63 e-mails from people I didn't even know. Being the bored dork Iam, I categorized the e-mails. Here's basically what I got: (topic - # of e-mails) "I agree" - 20 "Talked about sXe" - 7 "Other" - 7 "You rock" - 6 "a/s/l?" - 4 "You suck" - 3 "I love you" - 2 "Just because" - 2 "Cool blog" - 2 "punks=fad" - 2 "Anti-drug" - 2 "

2003-07-13T18:12:00.000-05:00

Hi. I'm thinking about getting a tag-board for my blog. It's another way to talk to people, instead of sneaking on my other s/n just to instant message. Eh, it's just an idea. Anyways, I think my dad sorta found out about my sneaking onto my other s/n because he called my mom on her cellphone. (Not very usual.) When we talked on the phone, he told me that my AOL time restriction on weekends is 5

2003-07-12T18:29:00.000-05:00

Hello people. I woke up 6 hours ago. It's only coz I slept around 3am or 5am. (I can't remember...) All I did today was play on my N64, which I haven't done since last summer because I left it in my sister's room (when we shared a room) and forgot about it. I have no idea where to put it, the Xbox took up the last space on my shelf. Oh well. Know what I've just realized? I need to start working

2003-07-11T17:46:00.000-05:00

First up, here's the Friday Five. 1. Do you remember your first best friend? Who was it? Yeah, Isel was my first "real" best friend. 2. Are you still in touch with this person? Yes. 3. Do you have a current close friend? Lately my current close friend is my sister, since I talk to her everyday. 4. How did you become friends with this person? She was born one day and wrecked my only child life,

2003-07-10T17:43:00.000-05:00

Hey people. I don't have much to say. Some semi-exciting happened to me today. I post just once on a message board. (AOL users, it's the millionth one about "Punks Vs Preps", the one featured on the welcome screen) After that one post, I get 50 or so people IMing me eiether to: 1. Compliment (nicely) about my reply. 2. Talk about being sXe. 3. Talk about guitar. 4. Try to get an online b/f. (

2003-07-09T19:12:00.000-05:00

Hey people. I'm so bored right now. I just got back from my orthodontist appointment. Well, I have nothin else to say, l8ers.

2003-07-06T17:59:00.000-05:00

Hi people. I haven't really felt like updating because I don't have anything to say. My life is so boring. Well, July 4th was cool I guess. I went to my cousin's house. We ate, played around with toy explosives, and went swimming. Then I went home. Yep, it was cool. (I mean it.) Oh yeah, here's my (2 days late) Friday Five: 1. What were your favorite childhood stories? "Cricket and the Birthday

2003-07-03T20:48:00.000-05:00

Heyy. I'm seriously bored right now. Eh, that's normal. I'm going to my cousin's house tommorow for Independence Day/my dad's birthday. Know what? I'm thinking of changing my blog back to the old template. (MidEVIL Nights, the black one.) I g2g, l8ers.

2003-07-01T17:47:00.000-05:00

I'm baack... Man I miss the internet. My family lost the phone line so I had to deal with over 2 weeks of no internet. Ouch, it hurt. Lol. Well, I'm now officially 15 years old. My birthday was ok, in fact, good. I went to eat at Cicis Pizza with my cousins Brad and Matt. It was funny because there was this little league team (I think) and one of them thought Matt was laughing at him (he wasn't)

2003-06-17T18:49:00.000-05:00

Hi... Today was kind of boring. I didn't really do anything. I ate at a Chinese place for lunch, then went to Wal-Mart because one of my dad's friends was getting a new TV. I got the "What It Is To Burn" CD by Finch. It's pretty good, yeah. Well I'm celebrating my birthday this Saturday, but it's not like I'm planning it. I tell my folks I wanna go eat at this one place, but they disagree and

2003-06-16T20:42:00.000-05:00

Hello... I'm bored. I've had nothing much to do lately. Well, not really. My feelings for my friend Aaron broke my 2 month poem/songwriter's block. The only problem I have with it is that it's hard for me to find an appropriate tune for the song/poem. Anyways, the title of the song is "Worthwhile Suffering". It's about the way I've felt about Aaron, mainly about breaking his edge so much. I'd put

2003-06-15T20:37:00.000-05:00

Sup. I'm really worried about Aaron right now... I haven't talked to him in 2 days, I'm hoping that he's grounded and not gone. Eh, my life still sucks anyway, my dad's still being strict and stuff. The whole "bedtime" thing didn't really work out. I went to bed at 9:41, actually fell asleep around 10:22, then woke up around 2:00 am. Then I went back to sleep at 7:00 am. Heh. Well I don't know

2003-06-14T17:47:00.000-05:00

Hi everyone. Guess what..? Now I have a frickin bedtime. I have to frickin go to sleep at 9:30pm and get up at around 7 or 8am. I'm so pissed right now. It's weird how my life goes down gradually...

2003-06-13T18:23:00.000-05:00

Heyy, lemme get Friday Five outtatheway... 1. What's one thing you've always wanted to do, but never have? Make out in the rain. Simple (yeah right) as that. 2. When someone asks your opinion about a new haircut/outfit/etc, are you always honest? I'd say yes, but I'm pretty sure I lied a few times so I'll say no. (I lied because some people don't notice something about me till like, 3 days later

2003-06-12T17:23:00.000-05:00

I tried to get a new template for my blog yesterday but I got tired and frustrated so I switched back to the old template... Yeah, I'm gonna try to fix it again, so be prepared for tables in odd places... yeah. L8ers! [later @ 6:19 pm] Well lookies here... I'm catching on! :-) [later @ 7:23 pm] I finally changed the site... like it??? It's still kinda under construction, coz I still need to

2003-06-11T18:34:00.000-05:00

Hi... I went to my orthodontist appointment today and it went pretty well, I wasn't in as much pain as I was the last time I went. (Always good!) Other than that, nothing much happened today. I woke up at 2 pm today, yeah. Going online hasn't been as good as it normally was, since I can't instant message. (Unless I go on as a guest on my old s/n, PnaiDragon4ever.) All I've been doing online is

2003-06-10T15:54:00.000-05:00

Heyy... The reason I haven't updated in a long while is because there might've been some kinda spyware on the computer, so I had to let my dad take a look at whether anything was going wrong... He didn't say whether it was off the computer or not, so I'm slightly freaked out right now... yeah. Well so far, my summer is really stupid and sucky. Nothing to do, except eat and do whatever normal

2003-06-07T19:24:00.000-05:00

Hey everyone! My day was fairly good, mostly coz I got a new CD I guess. I got "Say It Like You Mean It" by The Starting Line. (Yes I do think they're cool.) I'm kinda sorta tired... maybe it's because I only had 4 or 5 hours of sleep!!! My Saturdays go like this: I wake up around 5:30 or 6 am to see the sun rise (a.k.a. watch the sky get brighter since there are trees in the way of the view!!).

2003-06-06T17:56:00.000-05:00

Hey everyone...! Well, I got my real screenname back! And even better, I still have the old one so it's pretty cool! Anyways, I just wanted to say that I have a new blog specifically for my quiz results so that No one will be bothered by the excessive amounts of pictures I'll be putting on the site... The site is Jean's Quiz Results, go there if you want to take quizzes or look around! Well,

2003-06-05T17:38:00.000-05:00

AAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!! I'M SO MAD RIGHT NOW! MY DAD CHANGED MY AOL SCREENNAME WITHOUT MY KNOWING AND I'VE LOST ALL THE SITES AND STUFF I'VE SAVED ON MY ACCOUNT!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT........ Oh well, at least I still have the internet, but my screenname is so stupid!! It's Nicky201... *cringes* First of all, if I ever use the name "Nicky", which is usually only with my family, I spell it "Niki"! *

2003-06-04T17:54:00.000-05:00

Heyy...! I'm so bored right now, I really didn't do anything today... Except for work on a collage I'm makin for the heck of it, eat, play some guitar, and watch cartoons. (Yeah, cartoons. Why? Because the music channels are now blocked thanks to my dad and there was nothing else on.) Anyways, I woke up around 11:50ish today. I'm now in summer mode! (Heh.) Err... Idk what to talk about, I'm

2003-06-03T15:25:00.000-05:00

I still can't believe I'm going to high school... It's so weird! Hey everyone! I can't stay online for long because my sister needs to use the phone later... If the DSL worked, she could use the phone and I could stay online and everyone would be happy! Uh... yeah. Well, I got up at 10:29 am. (Because I slept around 3:30 am... heh) Well, I don't have much to say...... Bye. [later @ 9:23 pm]

2003-06-02T10:28:00.000-05:00

Ok, I hate this....... A couple of minutes ago I had this long, meaningful post for site and then my computer decides to restart itself!!! IT SERIOUSLY ANNOYS ME AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE REWRITING THE FEELINGS I HAD 5 MINUTES AGO!!! *rolls eyes* Anyways, I'm surprised at how many people have commented in the past few days.... Sure it's only three or four people, but that's a lot to me!! (Thanks!)

2003-06-01T19:05:00.000-05:00

Bonjour mes amies et le gens je ne sais pas! Hehe je parle en Francais!!! (For you non-French speakers, I just said "Hello my friends and the people I don't know! Hehe I speak in French!".) Ok, maybe it doesn't translate exactly like that, but then again, I've always sucked in French class and I will next school year... Anyways, Aaron feels better now so that's great! (That's the part where he

2003-05-31T16:10:00.000-05:00

Heyy... I'm so bored right now!!! No one is online, my friend Aaron was online and IM-ed my screenname while my sister was on. Being the annoying brat she is, she didn't tell me he was online and eventually he signed off. *sighs* Oh well, hopefully he won't take it the wrong way or anything like that... Anyways, I can't believe school is over! I'm still confused, but I'll be alright. I don't know

2003-05-30T15:07:00.000-05:00

Being internet-deprived hurts... ...but after five long days of trying to fix the DSL, I realized that I still have a (stupid/annoying/slow/etc.) 56K modem! Yeah, that day the DSL light was blinking, it finally broke down. I felt so empty without my internet... At least I started writing in my real journal again! Well, today's the last day of school. I feel so weird right now. It feels like I

2003-05-25T12:19:00.000-05:00

Good afternoon! I really don't think I should be updating coz nothing's happened yet... Well, I had to fix the DSL connection this morning because the "ready" light was blinking. Basically, I uninstalled it and re-installed it, then the green light stopped blinking and satyed on. Iam very proud of myself!!! *smiles*Well, I'll go now, l8ers!

2003-05-24T21:13:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone. I'm psyched that I've got myself a three-day weekend!!! Teehee! Well, my sis saw my horoscope in a Seventeen magazine (I don't read it anymore, I subscribed when I was a trendy 12 year old I think.) Here's some weird things I found: Cancer - June 21-July 22 -The Cancer girl is intuitive, artistic, domestic, sensitive, and determined. -Astro challenge Letting go of the past and

2003-05-23T17:49:00.000-05:00

Yaaaay it's Friday!!! I'm so relieved! Here's the Friday Five! 1. What brand of toothpaste do you use? Crest. (Dual Action Whitening, to be exact) 2. What brand of toilet paper do you prefer? Err.. I don't know, the one with that angel baby on the wrapper I guess..? 3. What brand(s) of shoes do you wear? Vans, Etnies, and Converse. 4. What brand of soda do you drink? Any, but I prefer Pepsi,

2003-05-22T21:50:00.000-05:00

Hello. Today was ok, I would've updated earlier but I'm a procrastinator! (hehe) Well, nothin much happened today, we dissected pigs and I was surprised about how I didn't feel so grossed out... Mostly coz I was too wimpy to do some of the cutting. X-( Oh well, that's pretty much it I guess....... I'm just glad that tommorow will be Friday! Hmm, oh yeah, I think this one guy (not "Yu") was

2003-05-21T21:08:00.000-05:00

Heyy... Sorry I didn't update yesterday, my dad said that the computer was messed up... It wasn't. Nope, no major problems, he just wasn't patient enough to wait a while for the computer to "rest" so he just automatically declared it broken and said for my sister and I not to use it... *hoping the rule doesn't apply to today* Well anyways, I just got home from watching the talent show at my

2003-05-19T18:03:00.000-05:00

Hello.. I'm updating on my sister's screenname coz mine is messed up right now.... Yeah, well my day was pretty good actually. My friend Isel kept singing random songs but ended up just singing"I Will Survive" by Gloria Gaynor. (Hehe it was sooo funny!!) Yeah, that's what made my day a bit... eh, active! I'm not exactly supposed to be updating right now, but then again, when am I ever really